as far as the eye can see

as far as the eye can see, originally uploaded by minervacat.
This photo is one of my many attempts to pretend that I live in a big city instead of a small town. Don’t get me wrong: I adore Carrboro and Chapel Hill, as well as all the amenities that the Triangle (Raleigh, Durham) and the Triad (Winston-Salem, Greensboro) afford me, but sometimes it feels like a combination of living in a dedicated university town (true) and endless suburban sprawl (also unfortunately true), and I miss that really urban feel that comes from living in a city. Sometimes I miss Chicago; not enough to move back, and more and more only from a photographer’s eye (plus there’s my college BFF, of whom I am moderately fond; where by moderately I mean immensely), but — I miss it. I’m not sure that intense city street photography is really my bag, ultimately, but I can’t know: it’s not something that I can particularly pursue in my day-to-day life, because there’s only so many undergrads on Franklin Street you can look at before you just want to smack them all in the face.

I’ve been captivated and enthralled by Jesse Chan-Norris’ vibrant eye for street photography as displayed on his photo a day blog for a while now; I’ve had it open in a tab, working my way back through his five years of archives, for almost two months. I find his street photography work incredibly moving and visceral, and it makes me itch to have two weeks unencumbered in a city (strange or familiar; I’m not picky) to do the same. Just to see if it’s something I really would want to pursue, something I might have an eye for. (I was also delighted to discover that there’s someone out there as weirdly fascinated by shoes on concert venue stages as me.)

But I live in a small Southern town and I lack the freedom to travel as much as I’d like; so I will just keep trying to find the beauty and weirdness in living and shooting in the same town as 16,000 people between the ages of 18 and 22.

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